Time flew sooo fast tdy!!! (: Normally time would past slowly and i would dread the long day but it seemed tht time passed extremely fast tdy.
Had chinese oral tdy and it went smoothly!(: i didn't really encounter any problems with the passage reading although the conversation part was a bit messed up. Used the word "then" twice :X
But hopefully i would still be able to get high marks. Quite confident after the oral tht i would do well:D. Aiming to pass chinese for 'N' lvl cos I know my comb. humanities would be a bit difficult. But nevertheless, i will still work hard to try and pass all subjects. Target points for 'N' lvls=15.
Guessed tht it must be God's favour tht helped me to go through the oral smoothly. Was praying before the oral as i was abit nervous and i think He answered my prayers:D Praise the Lord!! Amen.
Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence Psalm 91:3
End of prelims fr this week but resuming on the 11th of August which is abt 2 weeks time. Screwed up my SS prelims tdy on SEQ. Yestd i studied conflict in Sri Lanka but tdy i did healthcare in britain instead. OMG :X.
i've no idea why either but it's too late to regret now. Now i'll have to score higher for geog in order for me to pass comb. humanities. SBQ was relatively easy and i wrote quite a lot :D but thinking of the SEQ really made me damn worried):
Heard alot of ppl did sri lanka. they said tht it was easier. if i had known...wth. what's done is done. No point thinking bout it. So now best is to focus on other subjects. Tmr's chinese 'N' lvl oral and i hope i wouldn't scew up. Going to revise chem tonight:D
God gave us food bcos He doesn't want us to suffer from starvation. He loves us alot. By just looking at the ppl frm Africa suffering frm starvation really pains my heart. If one day im asked to go to a Third world country to help the ppl there, be it improving their infrastructure or providing them with food, i wouldn't mind.
Now i know how blessed we are to be able to have access to food readily unlike the ppl in Africa. It teaches me tht we are just so fortunate here but sadly, some ppl are wasting food bcos they just don't know the situation in Africa or they are taking things for granted. If only the foods tht are wasted can be converted to fresh foods for the Africans, im sure the ppl there would surely be happy.
Food is like money to some Africans. They would rather work for food than for money bcos it's something tht they do not get enough each day. Tht's why some Africans are now being paid food and not money when they work like improving their country's infrastructure. It's simply killing two birds with one stone bcos when they work, they improve the country's infrastructure. At the same time, they get food in return. The children in Africa are really pitiful as they are really in a bad state of malnutrition. If only God could bless Africa and let them have a steady supply of food so tht the children need not suffer frm so much pain and hunger. Imagine 16,000 children dying frm malnutrition everyday. Tht's really really alot.
How i wished God could bless Africa with food now to prevent more and more children frm dying of starvation. The grief tht their parents have to go thru when their children die frm starvation is really too much for some to bear. Just looking at their own children dying is really a painful sight. Something that noboby wants. Since the Africans living in Africa are craving for food so desperately, why not give it to them and let them enjoy life? Rather than make them suffer frm hunger and malnutrition and not let them able to enjoy life.
Africans are praying for food every second and every minute. While we are enjoying life here, having a ready access to food anytime, the Africans are suffering frm hunger and starvation. Even right now, a child could have died due to starvation. My only wish now is for God to bless Africa so tht the children there can live happily and free frm hunger forever.
May Africa be blessed with abundance of food tht will keep them free of starvation forever. Amen.
Prelims were alright tdy. Managed to finish both papers on time. Something which I normally had difficulty in. Reached home immediately after prelims as I was super tired. Slept at abt 12.40am last night.
Wanted to head dwn to admiralty for study session tgt with RADICAL but then decided not to as i needed some rest. shall go tmr then to make up for the loss. SS is on wed and im still quite worried for the paper.
tmr's is engilsh and chinese paper 2 and i think im not going to face any probs.
Sometimes i wonder to myself if i ever still had feelings for you. The feelings seem to be slowly fading away frm me but i tell myself there is no one else but you.
To be able to taste what God had given us before we see it is actually a blessing. In the name of christ, Amen.
Service ended a bit earlier than usual tdy. Supposed to end at 4.30 but it ended at abt 4.10 instead. Was conducted by pastor Judah Smith frm city church in U.S.
Went for third service as usual cos the previous night came bk at abt 12+ after the concert. super tired after tht.
tmr's prelins and i think i shld be able to handle it with the aid of god's help. Amen.
Hillsong concert was awesome!!!:D Reached Singapore Expo at abt 2.30 to meet keegen and the rest. Too bad I didn't attend the workshop ): but at least I still went for the concert which was simply AWESOME.
Nvr have I attended such a nice concert as hillsong. It was simply so great. We were spending most of the time inside jumping ard like crazy at the same time praising the Lord:D
Met new ppl too. Most of them or rather all of them, are frm Radical. Also my DARE group. Noticed that the ppl frm radical are super hyper and enthu. Concert started at 7 but doors were opened as early as 4. Luckily I reached there early cos there were like thousands of ppl who also attended the concert.
Met keegen first before meeting brian, joshua, and the rest. started queuing as early as 5. Cos don't want to miss out good seats although we spent most of the time inside standing and jumping which made my legs damn tired. But I don't mind since this is a once-in-a-year concert. Have to wait till next year then can attend agn.
Service tmr at 3. Bye.
1 more day to hillsong concert. Woots. Gonna go there and enjoy myself.
Well, time flew quickly today and im happy because i hate long days. Maths was first before we had english in the library. After english was chemistry then geog and lastly chinese. chemistry seem to get easier and easier with each day that pass.
I don't know why either but perhaps it's because i was focused during lessons? guess so. Will be out for the whole afternoon tmr till late at night because of the concert.:D
2 more days to Hillsong concert. Whoohooo. Can’t wait for this Saturday’s Hillsong concert. Coursework is finally done and I felt like as if I have just been granted freedom. Freedom of doing coursework of course.
Now it’s time to focus on theory. Target for F&N = A2. Nothing less than that. But must also focus on other subjects as well. Stupid computer made me not able to blog for the past few days.
Even this blog is done on MS words because of either my computer or blogger got smth wrong. Time flew so fast tdy tht every lesson seem so great. Even the most boring lesson-English, seem great tdy.
Had P.E after maths before it was time for recess. Not long after, had English in the library before having Chinese and chemistry. I felt my chemistry improved a bit. Haha.
Next week’s prelims and I think im quite ready for it thou not totally. But I know that nothing is impossible.
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY, Sis(:
LOVE YOU ALWAYS..
Went fr church service tdy. Met Keegen at suntec at 1 before joining justin, alex, noah and the rest. Service started a bit late tdy thou. Was supposed to start at 2.30 but it was delayed till abt 3. As a result, service ended a bit ltr than usual.
Wanted to stay behind to study with justin, samuel, andrew and some other ppl but had to go back home fr my sis's bday celebration. sry guys fr leaving just like that and sry fr not turning up yestd. Had smth on yestd so cld not go.
You seem to be like the only one who possess the kind of personality tht I like. I can't find anyone who has the same qualities as you do. You are just simply unique, I would say. To be unable to find two ppl with the same kind of qualities just means how special tht person is and you seem to be like tht special one bcos i can't find anyone like you.
"Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them"
-Mark 11:24
Reached home at about 4 plus after attending Physics remedial. Luckily it's Mr Yeo who took us and not Mr Prem. Mr yeo is definetly better than mr prem although he's not the HOD of science. At least Mr Yeo is patient.
Dead tired during lessons juz now. Felt like sleeping throughout the whole day but managed to keep myself awake. Time seem to pass so fast tdy. Even during English lesson, time passed so quickly. Maybe it was bcos i kept myself occupied by doing maths worksheet.
Well, after english stayed in class and then soon it was chem. Recapped on the topic of organic chem. Then it was time for geog. Received somemore worksheets tdy and in addition, have got weekend homework to do. Chinese was nothing but composition adn then after tht we had physics remedial before it was home sweet home.
Gonna spent almost the whole time out tmr. Bcos got many things to settle.
The time has not come. But I'm willing to wait till the time has come. Maybe you still haven't forgiven me yet. I understand as I knew tht i seriously hurt you alot and it would take time for you to overcome it...
For the first time in my life, P.E. didn't seem to be so enjoyable as it was during the past. Everytime we had P.E., I would normally be full of energy. But somehow or rather, I juz felt like as if I had my energy drained away today.
I was so lifeless during and even after P.E. Something which even I myself can't explain. Perhaps it's because of the exams tht are around the corner or maybe it's because of...
Well, we got back our chemistry result today and although I scored 19/30, I wasn't contented with my result and I knew tht I could do better.
Sometimes, it's very difficult to read someone's mind. At times we might find it easy to read somebody's mind but there are also times when you totally don't know what the person is thinking about. He/she may be emotionally hurt due to some apparent reason but you juz can't tell it because tht person isn't showing any signs of being emotionally hurt.
You may seem happy and undisturbed, but I know deep inside your heart how hurt you are because of me. It's my actions tht left a hole in your heart. Something tht can nvr be re-written... ...
26 days to prelims. 53 days to 'N' levels. Time is running real fast for me. Sooner or later, i'll be sitting for my N levels. Aim to get at least 15 points so that chances of progressing to secondary 5 would be higher.
Life is nothing now except for study. Top priority now is also study. Everthing to me is study. Until N levels are over, won't get the chance to relax. But for the sake of my future, i will do anything.
Many tests fr the past few days but i dun mind if it can help to improve on my studies. im more than willing to take the tests that are given.
"...the righteousness of faith speaks..."
-Romans 10:6
Today was a relatively boring day. Had maths which we did worksheets then after which we had SS test on the conflict in Sri Lanka. We skipped Chinese today as we had to go for our quality of school survey.
Haha. The survey was like damn funny as in some of the questions that they asked. Some quetions i felt were repeated quesitons thou. But nevertheless, I took it seriously as I wanted to give an honest feedbac
I got back my chemistry test results today and surprisingly, I managed to pass although it's like only 10/20 ):
I must do better the next time round.
Finally, ending off with a verse again:
"Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ"
-Romans 1:7
Went for church service today at suntec singapore. Service was awesome!!! Pastor Mark Ng was a really funny person during the service. He was supposed to be the chinese pastor but as Pastor Joseph Prince could not come, he had to take over.
During the service, pastor Mark taught many things like how God loved man and tht the world was created by Him even before man was created. Overall, it was a pleasant trip and i also got to meet people from the youth ministry, DARE.
I owe this all to my mentor, Caihua. She invited me to the church which i found very interesting. Now i finally know which is my true home church.
"Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud. Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrong things that have been done. Love takes no pleasure in evil but rejoices over the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures.
Love never ends. There are gifts of prophecy, but they will be ended. There are gifts of speaking in different languages, but those gifts will stop."
-CORINTHIANS 13:14
Everything i say seems to be make people angry. I guessed tht im not good wif words. idk why either. it's like one moment the person is happy and the next, the person would be left fuming mad wif me.
Whn can i learn how to talk to people without making them angry? i really dunno but im willing to learn how..
Life is full of ups and downs. Some ppl lives are always up while others are unfortunately always down. People whose lives are always up normally dun face any problems in life. In other words, everthing seems to go in their favour. They get wad they want and live happily. School was not as nice as it was when you are around. Without you, time seems to pass soooo slowly but with you around, time seems to fly quickly and lessons are interesting as ever... Amen.
On the other hand, people whose lives are always down lead a very sad and meaningless life. They do not get wad they want and nothing goes in their favour. I think i'm in the middle bcos sometimes i do not get wad i want and things do not go my way as expected. While sometimes i also feel tht things go in my favour. Wadever it is, we still must thank God fr bringing us into this peaceful world. No matter wad happens in life, whether good or bad, God will always be there to answer our calls. That's why im happy wif the life im having nw. Although there are setbacks in my life, I know tht God is always beside me...
English lesson tdy seem to be quite interesting fr the first time. We did formal letter writing fr the whole entire two periods. Had Chem test tdy during chemistry followed by geog and then finally, Chinese. Nicholas Lim got sprayed wif whipped cream in school juz nw. Guessed he enjoyed it.haha.
Finally, i managed to upload pics into my blog. Took me soooo long before i finally mastered it. Here are two samples. More coming on Sun...
My laptop.
School was great today. Although lessons were a bit boring today, at least i managed to keep myself awake throughout the day.
English lesson was superrrrr boring as usual juz like any other day. Almost fell alsleep during lesson time. Perhaps it's because of the P.E lesson tht made me sooo tired.
After English, we had chinese lesson which was a bit interesting i suppose. Then a few ppl had to go for their oral exams. As Mr Lim did not come to school today, we had a free period and surprisingly, the class was quiet throughout the whole period except for some girls...
32 days to prelims, 60 days to 'N' levels. It's either now or never at all. Either I make or break. But when there's god, nothing's impossible.
Amen.
Am i dumb or what? Sometimes i really feel so...so dumb for doing stupid things tht nobody would ever imagine.
Went to school as usual today. lessons throughout the day was great and i learned many things tdy. Has physics first before heading to com lab fr F&N.
The worksheet mrs lee gave were quite hard but luckily i had my textbook wif me and wif the internet, i was able to do everything in two periods. Stayed in class during recess cos not in the mood to go down.
We were re-banded during english and i dunno whether shld i call myself lucky tht i managed to stay in mdm zanariah's class. I'd prefer mdm Suhailah teaching me. but since this is fate, then let it be...
I'm sorry if i stalked you yestd. but i juz want to tell you tht i did not look at you today, honestly. I know tht after wad happened, my reputation is hanging on a thread nw... so i juz hope tht by not bothering you or looking at you will help to improve my reputation and image of me on you...hope you understand what i'm trying to say.
Amen.
Went to school as usual today. Lessons were great throughout the day thou. Had SS test on healthcare in Britain. It was quite a easy test as i understood what the sources were trying to say. Hope what i wrote would be correct.
Had english oral today after school at abt 3 pm. Almost screwed up the whole thing. Damn. Read the passage so quickly tht i ended up making at least 2~3 mistakes. Will surely score at least ard 30 or maybe less this time round due to the errors tht i made. I must do well fr both my paper 1 and 2 this time round to make up fr my oral mistakes.
I've come to realise tht i always do stupid things and then only regret it after it had happened. It's like shedding crocodile tears. In other words, there is no point in regreting as the thing had already taken place. If only i had not done it then things might not have turned out this way. i did smth real stupid juz now in school and thinking about it really makes me feel very guity. Worst still, is tht i have done it before but still never learn from it.
Why do i keep doing things tht are stupid? It's like a temptation from Saturn or maybe God is trying to test me whether i am able to resist temptation. If it's really a test, then i've failed it terribly by committing the same sin twice. Some ppl are given juz a chance to prove themselves while others are given many. I really hope tht i belong to the catergory of being given more than a chance. I'm not asking for 10 or 20 chances. Juz once more please...
I know that i followed you twice already. You gave me a chance before but i failed to treasure it. So now i really hope tht you'll give me juz a chance once more and i promise tht i will change for the better...
Amen.
Spent the whole day at home during revision(: Weather was very cold tdy due to the rain. Hmm.. keep raining these few days. Dun tell me it's the monsoon season?
Anyway, tmr is my 'N' lvl eng oral and im pretty nervous now. Wonder how i would fair tmr. im the fourth person which means tht i can go home early after the oral.:D i'll pray to God fr me to do well tmr. Time is passing faster than wad i expected.
Downloaded a few songs tdy and then it's bk to revision.
35 days to prelims, 63 days to 'N' lvls. Amen.
Didn't attend church service tdy cos had smth on): nvm i will go next week.
Woke up and then did self-revision.Somehow or rather, i feel tht time pass very slow tdy. Was waiting like hell loooog before it finally became noon. Didn't really have the mood to go out so stayed at home all day doing revision.
Finally after soo long, it's night fall. Was praying hard for tym to pass quickly cos during the night can get to do a lot of things. Oral is on tues but i'm already very tense right now...
Left with 1 day to oral, 36 days to prelims and 64 days to 'N' lvl. Must start to chiong already if not sure cannot make it. I must must make it to sec 5 for the sake of...
That's all.Amen.
Finally after sooo many days, i'm back to blogging.
Went out to buy a suitable notebook cos my previous one had spoilt. Went wif dad to Plaza Sing at first but then the notebooks there are either too expensive or lousy. So headed down to courts. Again i wasn't satisfied.
In the end, we went to J8 and i finally got wad i wanted. Have been wanting a notebook badly for about 4 months as i needed to do my F&N coursework. Now tht i've finally got one, can start doing my coursework again. yea!
Time passed really fast during the past four months. Now it's already July. On tues, i'll be taking my 'N' lvl English oral exam. Didn't really do well for the previous English oral. Only scored 33/40. Was expecting at least 35 0r 36 but nvm. I'm confident that i will do well for the 'N' lvl English oral. Anyway the previous oral only counted in prelims so still got chance.(:
As of now, i'm left wif 2 days to my oral, 37 days to prelims and 65 days to 'N' lvl... No more tym to waste anymore. It's now or never...
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