HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!
Your hardwork and dedication is really appreciated:D
Went to sch in the morning fr some celebrations. Kinda boring celebrations btw. Juz a few performances and tht's all. Ended sch at 10.30 and stayed on fr a little longer.
Went bk to aps alone. Saw a few of my pri sch friends and chatted fr awhile. Only can stay in the canteen and we weren't allowed to roam abt in sch. wth. Previously we cld roam all over the sch but ever since the change in principal, we are nw not allowed to do tht.Sickening-_-"
Well, time flies and ppl change. Some are still the same while others either become good or bad. But whatever it is, they're still friends. Friends whom I will always treasure. Friends don't come easy but they are easy to lose on the other hand.
Smth which I did not expect actually happened juz nw. I hope it's a beginning of the thing tht I wished fr...
Service was great tdy :D Went fr the third service. Almost did not want to go due to the downpour but then the rain stopped on time:D
Grace. Tht was what tdy's service was all abt. If we have problems loving our relatives, let alone loving our enemies. We must learn how to love our enemies.
Grace is the gift of God's unmerited favor. It is demonstrated in God's forgiveness for our mistakes and disobedience of his directions for our lives. We receive grace when we place our faith in Jesus Christ. Grace is good news. It means we can't earn our way to heaven or work hard enough to make God love us more than he already does. All we have to do is accept the gift he freely offers----eternal life through faith in Christ. As Hebrews 13:9 says as encouragement to all believers, "Your heart should be strengthened by God's grace."
I dunno why but I suddenly dreamt of you finally talking to me last night. It seemed so real but then I realised tht it was actually juz a dream. I really wished tht it wasn't a dream. How I wished tht it was real.
When can I start to reconcile with you? Im dying to know the answer...
Sudden urge to listen to Hillsongs. Haven't listened to their songs fr like maybe weeks already since the ZONE concert. :X
Miss hillsongs alot. When I listen to their songs, it somehow made me feel better. Feeling more and more stress as time flies faster.
Homeworks are starting to increase and tests are also inevitable in almost every lesson. Tdy's eng test was like very difficult and I didn't manage to finish it even thou we were allowed to skip summary :X My standard hv deproved and it's time fr me to buck up.
Spend geog lesson doing SS test which I find it easier than the previous one tht we had. Chinese was like a total waste of time as we practically did nth but luckily I spent the time doing phy and maths :D
Long weekend ahead but loads of homework to finish. Perserverance is the key word here.
It rained again this morning. Wonder how long is this gonna continue. if im not wrong, it has been raining fr the past three days already.
And it always happen in the morning making the weather so chilling but somehow I appreciate it. When the weather is cooler, it's much easier and less uncomfortable to study.
Wasn't supposed to have PE tdy but somehow we ended up in the hall playing volleyball. Didn't really have the mood to play. Guess im too tired tht's why I wasn't even in the least interested.
English lessons are starting to get more intensive with homework every nw and then. Perhaps it's due to the upcoming 'N' lvl English examination in abt less than two weeks away. Two weeks isn't alot of time left. Soon it will be days and then finally hours before the start of the 'N' lvl English exams.
No September holidays fr us but nvm bcos I'd rather have lessons in sch rather than staying at home and do self-study. Having lessons in sch seem so much more effective:D
If only you could...
My life seem to have totally changed. Frm the past to the present, it has been quite a ride fr me. There were many ups and downs during the process.
As the saying goes: "Life is full of ups and downs", mine seem to be like down all the time. In whatever I do, it always seemed to be wrong..
Although it's been a few months after what i've done, I still can remb it vividly as though it juz happened. I juz find it so hard to remove it out of my mind. I've nvr experience smth lyk this before. Trying to forget smth tht I've done was usually easy but this time round I can't seem to forget abt the past. Everytime I see you, those memories seem to flash bk into my mind.
Well, you may have put it aside but sometimes I wonder whether one wld be able to put aside such a thing so easily. Im not doubting you or whatsoever but I juz find it hard to totally forget abt the incident. The guilt, regret and remorse will always be in the inside of me...
Weather was a bit chilling tdy. Rained since morning and I wasn't aware of tht till I woke up. Anyway, it's better than always sunny and making the classroom so hot and uncomfortable to study. Abit of rain occasionally will do good to us. :D
Didn't have practical lesson tdy. wth. To think tht I actually brought my stuffs and everyhting only to be told in the very last minute tht practical is postponed to tmr. Although I do not like practical as much as theory, I guess tmr is the last practical tht we're gonna have fr this year. So I think I'll just have to put up with it.
Physics test and geog supplementary tmr. Wonder how I did fr geog prelims. Have yet to know my results. Must get at least A2 fr F&N during 'N' lvls. But Im also aiming fr an A1 :)
Anyone has got geog notes can lend me to copy those blanks tht I've left out?
If only I had known...
Im very confused, very confused. I didn't expect things to turn out this way. If only I knew tht this wld happen, I wouldn't have started in the first place.
The outcome tht I expected wasn't supposed to be like tht. I thought tht it would turn out fine but nvr did I expect it to take a worse. If I knew this wld happen, I'd rather go bk to the past when everthing was perfectly normal.
The situation nw and then are totally different. How I wished time cld travel backwards juz once.
It really wasn't smth tht I had expected. I was thinking abt all the good things tht will happen before I even approached you. But when I did, it actually did not happen.
How I wished I cld think of a solution right nw...to turn things ard.
Muscle aches all over nw bcos of friday's match:( But it's not gonna affect me :D
Weather was awesome last night. Rained the whole night if im not wrong. Seldom rain during the night nowadays so im happy tht it finally did. Best to sleep when it's raining cos the weather is much cooler.
Wonder who's going bk fr teacher's day. Miss my pri school friends. But I doubt they'll be going bk bcos exams are ard the corner. Next week is teacher's day if im not wrong.
Didn't attend service tdy cos was feeling very tired. Promise myself to attend next week. It has been four weeks since I last attended service :X
Next week gonna be a busy week fr me. Loads of tests coming up but I like it cos I'll be able to see where I stand.Chem test, Physics test, etc. Hoping to do well in the upcoming tests :D
In the way of righteousness is life, and in its pathway there is no death. Proverbs 12:28
Prelims result are back and I feel tht I suck at it. Totally suck I shld say. English went down frm A2 to B3. F&N also went down. Everthing seemed to be going down. wtf. Now tht prelims are over, it shows tht I have ONE last chance and tht's 'N' lvls
2 more weeks to English, Chinese and SS paper. Must start to hard core all the way liao. No time to slack already.
Given my standard, being able to go to sec 5 would make me happy enough. Chiong chiong chiong all the way~
Rained alomst the entire afternoon. Worst still, I forgot to bring my umbrella and by the time I got home was soaking wet. Bathed and had lunch before heading dwn to Bishan Active for a game of football. Missed my team so much. Haven't been with contact with them fr so long. Playing once in a blue moon shld be ok. Anyway, I haven't been playing football for like months so it's also a form of exercise to me. :D
Well, the match was initially postponed but then we decided to carry on so as not to make a wasted trip. We lost the match eventually. Can't blame us either cos we had shortage of players and the opposing team were just too good fr us.
Feel so tired after the match. Sleeping nw. Bye~
Had P.E. tdy and fortunately we were given the chance to play soccer ( for the boys only). Haven't been playing soccer for like ages. Well, enjoyed the game very much although I fell down a few times. All this is part and parcel of soccer. When you play any form of sports, be it soccer or basketball, you must be ready for any injuries tht might befall on you.
Got a B3 for English. T.T was expecting to get a minimum of A2. Argh..deproved. Juz needed three more marks to get an A2. Well, no point crying over spilled milk. Best is to focus nw on getting A2 for English.
For with God nothing will be impossible Luke 1:37
Blogger is so damn damn irritating. zzz!! Everytime want to blog sure got problems one. Only at ard this timing then blogging seem possible.
At other times, it's near impossible to blog.wtf. Didn't go out for the entire day tdy(: Stayed at home for revesion instead. This is gonna continue until 9th October. The day when I can truly relax and maybe put my mind at ease.
Didn't attend service also. But will most probably be going next week. Really miss not gg to service. It has been three weeks since I last attended service. T.T
Sometimes I wonder whether doing smth tht will most likely not work is good or not. Certain things only come naturally. Thr's no way to change it no matter how you want it to be. Well, I seem to be doing smth tht only nature can tell. It seems tht im not letting nature take its course but rather im trying to do smth by myself when im supposed to let it come naturally. Get it?
Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Resist him, steadfast in the faith... 1 Peter 5:8~9
It's late but I don't feel like sleeping. Perhaps I've slept too much? Well, prelims are over but tht doesn't mean tht I can start slacking.
There's still one last hurdle and tht is 'N' lvls. Only after 'N' lvls then can relax. For nw, it's nth but to chiong all the way. Guess im not going to fare well in my prelims. T.T
Screwed up for like so many papers. Luckily it's just prelims. I have juz one last chance..
Put on the whole armour of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. Ephesians 6:11
Community Shield is ours!!! haha. Nvr expected Chelsea to win the community shield on penalties. Thought they were weak when in came to penalties but somehow they just overcame it(: They may have won the community shield but I think there was also a lack of sportsmanship in the team.
Physics and F&N prelims tdy. A bit of confidence for both papers especially F&N bcos the F&N prelim paper was much easier than the Mid-year paper.
Quite confident tht I will do better than Mid-year. As for physics, shld be also able to score better than mid-year. A relieve tht prelims is harder so tht means 'N' lvls will be slightly easier. But must not be complacent. Still must study even if it's easier.
Christ has redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us (for it is written, "Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree"), Galatians 3:13
Haven't been blogging for the past few days as i was busy preparing for prelims. Arghhh...stress, stress. Prelims continue frm next week till friday and im busy trying to study both geog and math. Which isn't tht easy thou..
Headache is bringing me down and making me unable to study for the past two days. Damn headache, please go off so tht I can study for prelims...
I pray tht i'll be healed, Amen.
For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. Hebrews 4:15
Received SS paper back tdy. Sadly, I failed the paper but not too badly thou. There's still hope for me to pass my comb. Humanities bcos geog paper is not over yet.
I must do well for geog nw since I failed my SS. If only I wrote more on SEQ then maybe I would have passed...but no point brooding over what's done. Main motive is to nw study geog and do well.
Heard tht I did quite badly for chinese paper 2. Failed by 6 marks T.T but nvm. I believe I still have the chance to pass my Chinese overall. Now left with English Paper. Really hope tht I do well..
It's 12.42am and im still not sleeping. can't sleep either too..couldn't attend FOP bcos of some other things. But nvm, cos it's nth much actually..
Will not be attending church service later in the day cos have to go to some other places. Well, it's less than 10 days to prelims and im abit or rather quite worried bcos after prelims will be the real 'N' level.
'N' lvl is abt a months time and there is not much time left.. after prelims there is no more second chance. It's either you make it or break it..So must really do well for prelims as tht will determine how I fare for 'N' levels.
Luckily prelims is harder than 'N's so tht at least I will be mentally prepared..when the time comes.
I do not wish to lose you
but I know tht winning you is also not easy
trust is the key factor here
and hopefully i can built it
For what i've done,
it's too late to change it
therefore i can only wait
for you to put it aside
it's gonna be a difficult job
to win you and show you the trust
but i hope tht as time passes,
you'll see how much you mean to me
you may not realise it now
but i just want you to know
tht you're the only one i want
whatever it is, i'd still only want you...
...God was in Christ reconciling the world Himself, not imputing their trespasses to them... 2 Corinthians 5:19
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