My life, my future

Friday, October 30, 2009

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Damn. My blog seemed so dead. Haven't had the time to update due to work issues. Just a quick one will do perhaps.

Class gathering on 3rd November!! Kinda of last minute notice but nvm. At least it was smth tht I didn't expect and it happened!:D

Still not sure if I'm able to make it. I really want to go fr the class gathering. I don't mind not staying overnight but at least go fr the BBQ. C'mon God, please make me able to attend the BBQ. Amen.

[Praise the Lord]*|Friday, October 30, 2009|

Sunday, October 18, 2009

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The feeling's so overwhelming but yet the resistance so great. I don't know whether if I shld continue like this..somehow i wished things weren't as complicated as this.

The thoughts in my mind are running wild...i've let go but cant learn to forget...

[Praise the Lord]*|Sunday, October 18, 2009|

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

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Holidays have started fr us and everybody is desperately looking fr jobs to earn some money as well as killing some time. While Im happy tht I've finally got freedom, smth is apparently making me damn irritated.

Thing is, when freedom comes, boredom comes too. This happens to those who have nth to do at all. And Boredom srsly sucks. Nw Im craving fr smth which I usually don't.

Sch! At least I won't feel so bored in school. Guess the best way to kill off boredom is to go get a job which I am getting soon:)

Once I start working, guess I won't feel so bored already. Letting go was difficult enough, why does forgetting seemed twice as difficult?

[Praise the Lord]*|Tuesday, October 13, 2009|

Friday, October 9, 2009

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After so many months, N lvls have finally come to an end. Whoohooo. It's the moment I've been waiting fr. The best day of my secondary school life so far.

The feeling of being released frm books and worksheets and remedials etc is simply great. Imagine how much fun we can have now after studying fr like the past 10 months.

Freedom is finally here :D and it's also time to start work and earn some money to buy the things we always wanted. Can't wait to get the new iPod nano. It's only $228 fr the 8GB version which is $20 cheaper than the 4th generation.

if only I had waited....nvm. Haha nw my mind is thinking nth but work. May consider getting a phone soon. Damn, I feel so incomplete without a phone..

[Praise the Lord]*|Friday, October 09, 2009|

Sunday, October 4, 2009

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After months of studying, next week is finally the real test. The test where either we make or break. It's a do-or-die situation. After next week, it's all but freedom.

Have been making full use of the 1 week break or rather self-study week. Chionging maths all the way. Went bk to sch everyday to clarify doubts and im quite confident nw^^

Cannot be too complacent else ltr last min. got mental block then die:X Didn't attend church service tdy but went out to study instead. Cant wait fr N lvls to be over. Once it's over, can start attending church again^^ Have not been going to church fr the past 4 weeks:X

Guess tht we're not destined to be together and since you've found your true love, maybe it's best to let go this time...but hopefully we can remain as friends...

Loving you frm 7th May 2009 till nw, 5th October 2009 is smth tht I'll always remember even when we're just friends...

[Praise the Lord]*|Sunday, October 04, 2009|